Why a blog?
January 20, 2016
Why a blog?
to be completely honest at this point it is mostly for me. I have been
having a hard time lately writing things down and processing them as I
have in the past. I think I have gotten to a point where I want to do
more than just help myself and yet I still have a lot of work to do for
I find myself wanting to write
something in a journal or a notebook to try to ‘get it out’ but then I
become very conflicted by the fact that if I wrote it in a more public
forum, well maybe it could lead to helping others. I then think that
there is no way that anyone would want to read what I would write, and
then I think that is probably just me feeling unworthy, and then I think
maybe I am actually being clear headed and accurate, and then…..
at the end of all of that I realize that in trying nothing I risk
nothing. If I risk nothing I gain nothing. If I gain nothing then
there is no movement from where I am today, and that is simply
unacceptable. I have fought too hard through too many nightmares to be
content with where I am now. Things can change. Things must change.
Not just for me but for all of us. If I am to be any part of effecting
that change then I must start somewhere. So I will start here. I will
write. It may not be good, or lucid, or entertaining or enlightening. I
make no promises other than the promise to try.
We will see where it goes.